Appreciation

When i was young , i used write story with my sis . I will start a few pages and she will continue it . I felt that the best moment with my life . i can't wait to read what she going to write and i can't wait as if she is telling me a great story . We will wrote about friends , boys and combine them into like a small story book. everyday we will pass each other the book and quickly continue write it ..... It was fun and i enjoy reading every single words she wrote . Sometimes we assume we were in the characters of the little story we wrote .
We wrote that for years and suddenly both of us are apart . She has to continue her study in university and we are apart  and i got new friends . I no longer need her .How selfish i am ! We are study in the same university and for 5 years i totally ignore her and seldom talked to her . i felt so regret when i think of it right now . i was so into my ex bf and my so called " cool friend" that time . We bitched a lot and gossiping all others . We thought we are the best among them but looking back now how silly it was .
We were actually nothing , we do it just to boost up our confirdentiality level . So silly . I once remember i talked very bad thing about my sis but she still greet me and care for me . i was speechless but during that time i was too into my new "happening" lifestyle , i just continue to ignore and think she doesn't belong to my community . She and me are from different world . That's how bad i am !
I was so wrong till the day i graduated . My so called happening friends talked bad about me and karma was on me ! i totally lose control and fight with them back . Ever since then , i don't want to mix with them and i tried to my find my sis back and mix around with her .
To my surprise , she accept me like she always do . We went travel most of the time and spend time together . I really appreciate her more and more . I am tearing when i writing this , i just don't know how to express with words how she really touched my heart with every single thing she did . I ll never forget ! thank you sis !